Sr. Ellen Keane SNDdeN shares her reflections offered to our SNDdeN Jubilarians on September 28, 2008.
Jubilee …a time to go on pilgrimage…a pilgrimage of the mind and heart…an invitation to go back to your beginnings and to our beginnings in Notre Dame.
In today’s gospel the opening line is compelling…as Peter makes it clear, “Look, we have left everything and followed you”. He gives me cause to ask myself, ‘What was the EVERYTHING I left behind as I entered Notre Dame?’ I invite you to take a moment to remember, what was the EVERYTHING you left behind as you entered Notre Dame?
As you hold that memory, notice that Jesus doesn’t let Peter get into writing his first encyclical about the ‘everything’ left behind. Rather he engages in awakening Peter to the reality that in letting go, in leaving everything, he will receive a hundred fold and he will give a hundredfold. It will take time for Peter and the disciples to experience that truth…
When I was younger in Notre Dame after Vatican II, directed retreats became an option to preached retreats. I remember going on my first directed retreat and the director asking what was the grace I desired from the retreat. I answered, “I want to know God better and to know myself better.” Over the next five days each time we met I could only say about my prayer that nothing happened. On the last day I came in with a broad smile and announced that God had spoken. The director curiously asked, “And what did God say?” He said, “I am God and you are not!”
That was the beginning of a retreat that has continued up to this moment…an awakening to my own humanness and God’s otherness… an awakening to God’s passionate desire to deepen our relationship…
…Time has a way of awakening us to the truth that the hundred fold is about a life long relationship that will change everything…
-A relationship with our creative, imaginative, loving God who awakens us to the truth that creation is ongoing and that together with our good God, we craft each new day into being.
-A relationship with Jesus who reveals to us what being human means…Jesus who sets the captive free within us… setting us free to love… setting us free to engender life wherever we are.
-A relationship with the Spirit, breathing wisdom into our hearts …helping us to see with new eyes, to breathe that same life giving spirit into our relationships with others.
…Can you remember when that was true for you …when the journey outward became the journey inward and God became real in a way the changed everything?
As you look back over your pilgrimage in Notre Dame and reflect on each of your missions, and communities what surprises did God hold in store for you?
-In what ways were you at work with God crafting each new day?
-In what ways were you engendering life, at times, experiencing great cost to yourself?
-In what ways has the Spirit, Wisdom breathed her breath on you and through you on others?
Jubilee:
…a time of pilgrimage
…a time of remembering
…of bringing back to life so many moments of the journey
…a time of Eucharist
…of nourishing and being nourished in the remembering…
Jubilee:
…a time of celebrating how good is our good God! …









